Hi hi (:
I'm back on the track, when everything is boring & fucked up. Indeed, I hate my life now. My life is being so miserable :( I don't feel happy, comfortable, hyperactive, hardcore clubber and so forth. I don't even think that I'm being myself anymore. I'm just like a hypocrite, when everything happened, I still pretend to be happy and strong when I'm not. Why can't I be like last time, so fucking happy when I'm with my girls or why can't I be like last time always so hyperactive. Why nowadays I'm being so pussy, so troublesome, so annoyed? Why last time I don't have this kinda trouble instead that I'm the joker in the group? I don't even know why, can you tell me? :( I don't think everything now will be perfectly fine, it will be worst as I thought.
I want my life back, I wanna be happy like I always did. I wanna smile, laugh again :(
Sorry about the emotional up there. Well, I went ou with Boonmun to shop for my shoes but ended up I bought a tube top from Kitschen and she bought a shorts from the same place too. The clothes there was too cheap cause there's SALES everywhere we go :) How happy are we, huh? HAHA.
Next day, I went out with him to Kota Damansara to fetch Pao yu out from her house then we headed to the mamak nearby to meet up with Yasser (: Then, we went back to osc as usual.
This is the first time, I came back home so damn early about 9.30pm. Ahh, I'm being a good girl now right? :) * with my cute eyes*
I don't have exams tomorrow, HAHA. Thank god, I can sleep whatever time I want to (:
xoxo.
I'm back on the track, when everything is boring & fucked up. Indeed, I hate my life now. My life is being so miserable :( I don't feel happy, comfortable, hyperactive, hardcore clubber and so forth. I don't even think that I'm being myself anymore. I'm just like a hypocrite, when everything happened, I still pretend to be happy and strong when I'm not. Why can't I be like last time, so fucking happy when I'm with my girls or why can't I be like last time always so hyperactive. Why nowadays I'm being so pussy, so troublesome, so annoyed? Why last time I don't have this kinda trouble instead that I'm the joker in the group? I don't even know why, can you tell me? :( I don't think everything now will be perfectly fine, it will be worst as I thought.
I want my life back, I wanna be happy like I always did. I wanna smile, laugh again :(
Sorry about the emotional up there. Well, I went ou with Boonmun to shop for my shoes but ended up I bought a tube top from Kitschen and she bought a shorts from the same place too. The clothes there was too cheap cause there's SALES everywhere we go :) How happy are we, huh? HAHA.
Next day, I went out with him to Kota Damansara to fetch Pao yu out from her house then we headed to the mamak nearby to meet up with Yasser (: Then, we went back to osc as usual.
This is the first time, I came back home so damn early about 9.30pm. Ahh, I'm being a good girl now right? :) * with my cute eyes*
I don't have exams tomorrow, HAHA. Thank god, I can sleep whatever time I want to (:
xoxo.




























