Sunday, November 29, 2009

Shopping is heaven ! :)

Hi hi (:
I'm back on the track, when everything is boring & fucked up. Indeed, I hate my life now. My life is being so miserable :( I don't feel happy, comfortable, hyperactive, hardcore clubber and so forth. I don't even think that I'm being myself anymore. I'm just like a hypocrite, when everything happened, I still pretend to be happy and strong when I'm not. Why can't I be like last time, so fucking happy when I'm with my girls or why can't I be like last time always so hyperactive. Why nowadays I'm being so pussy, so troublesome, so annoyed? Why last time I don't have this kinda trouble instead that I'm the joker in the group? I don't even know why, can you tell me? :( I don't think everything now will be perfectly fine, it will be worst as I thought.
I want my life back, I wanna be happy like I always did. I wanna smile, laugh again :(

Sorry about the emotional up there. Well, I went ou with Boonmun to shop for my shoes but ended up I bought a tube top from Kitschen and she bought a shorts from the same place too. The clothes there was too cheap cause there's SALES everywhere we go :) How happy are we, huh? HAHA.

Next day, I went out with him to Kota Damansara to fetch Pao yu out from her house then we headed to the mamak nearby to meet up with Yasser (: Then, we went back to osc as usual.
This is the first time, I came back home so damn early about 9.30pm. Ahh, I'm being a good girl now right? :) * with my cute eyes*

I don't have exams tomorrow, HAHA. Thank god, I can sleep whatever time I want to (:
xoxo.


On my way to Old Town Coffee.

My new wadges (: I'm loving it.

My shopping partner of the day (:

DAI FAN SHE. :)

Light make up (:

On my way to KD (:

Yours truly (:

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Officially Missing You - Tamia.


Hello bloggers, I'm back again with my latest update which I went to Bangsar today unfortunately. Its like finally I get to go Bangsar with him , Liwei & Sarah. My reason to go Bangsar was to thread my eyebrows and shopping, I managed to tread my eyebrows in time but I didn't get any dress or top cause the fashion there wasn't my type, so ended up we went back to One Utama for movie. We watched 2 movie in a day which is Twilight; New moon & 2012.

Well, I always like to watch the movie of Twilight cause there are much hotter guys out there and also, hot chicks (: Actually I find Jaccob is damn gay but the longer you look at him when he cut his hair short, he looks so much better than his long hair obviously but i find him hot in a way lah, especially his body. Hotness wei :D

2012 was kinda boring at the start but when it comes to the exciting part, it was AWESOME. It's damn cool when Tsunami, earthquakes and volcano attacked them. They photoshop it and they used computer system to do it, i find it damn cool. And also, not forgetting the sad moments :(
Nice one lah (; Then, we went back home.

Oh yeah, I almost forget something.

I'm currently addicted to this song,
" OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU " by Tamia.
There's another version that is better, which is sang by Janice & Sonia.
Check it out :)


loving it <3>
10/10

7/10

I'm officially missing you :(

@ bangsar.

some dumbass behind me :D

liwei & I <3

Picture of the day.

Yours truly (:


Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Bad Romance- Lady Gaga.


Hello, I'm gonna post a very short post. This is my first time posting a short post cause normally I'm forced to post a long post but now is spm time, so we didn't really hang out much. So bare with me first, okay? I have 3 more papers to go and I'm free. Can't wait till exams over and we're gonna have a road trip. Lol :)

I went ou with Ken, Liwei & Michelle. Meet up with Boonmun and Suren over there(: We played snooker for awhile then we went back home. Nothing much happened yesterday tho :)
Lastly, I didn't manage to shop at bangsar due to his working hours. Argh, I wanna buy new heels (: But unfortunately, I bought one dress and a top yesterday. I'mma happy girl :)

Till then,
xoxo.


On the way to One Utama.

Picture of the day.

I miss my long hair :(


Monday, November 23, 2009

Happy - Leona Lewis.


Hi love.
I just finished my agama paper 1 and I have to go back to school around 1.30pm for my agama paper 2. Ahh, I thought I can sleep after agama paper 1 but no. I can't wait till my agama paper 2 finish cause this is the last paper for this week. Yay (: I'm looking forward for my science paper next week and then, I'M FREE FOREVER (: I don't have to do this anymore, just once and goodbye spm.

Ngeh, I'm going out to bangsar later for clothes & heels I reckon. Hope he got the car earlier, don't disappoint me :) Lovelove.
xoxo.


At Kura Restaurant (:

Wtf is he doing?

Finally, perfecto.
I'm loving it.


Love?


What is love? It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind. Centuries have passed by, relationships have bloomed and so has love. But no one can give the proper definition of love. To some 'Love' is friendship set on fire for others maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it. No matter how you define it or feel it, love is the eternal truth in the history of mankind.

Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true. Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured.

Romantic love is a deep, intense and unending. It shared on a very intimate and interpersonal and sexual relationship. The term Platonic love, familial love and religious love are also matter of great affection. It is more of desire, preference and feelings. The meaning of love will change with each different relationship and depends more on its concept of depth, versatility, and complexity. But at times the very existence of love is questioned. Some say it is false and meaningless. It says that it never exist, because there has been many instances of hatred and brutality in relationships. Also, in an ancient proverb love is defined as a high form of tolerance.

Be together, share your joy and sorrow, understand each other, provide space to each other, but always be there for each others need. And surely love will blossom to strengthen your relationship with your matter of affection.

I don't even know what's love anymore, indeed. I really need a break to think, to focus, to confirm what I really want for all this while. If friends don't agree you with your boyfriend, then what's the point of us being together? Friends are important to me and so are my boyfriend, its really hard for me to choose one of them in my life. I want both but some says if you want something, you have to sacrifice the others. Do you guys even know how stress am I even though I'm having Spm every week? I don't even know what should I do neither my decision. I feel damn fucked up and lonely and the worst part is I feel so left out from the group. I want to be with my boyfriend and so are my friends, why can't I just have both at the same time? Why can we be like last time? We were happy enough last few months, think back again.

... I hope everything will be perfectly fine, I wanna turn back time.
Iloveyou.

My computer.

A closer view (:

:(


Friday, November 20, 2009

Now the party don't stop till I walk in,


Hello readers (: I'm back with my latest update and spm papers, I tried my best to do everything but for history, I screwed it :(
* tell me about it huh *
2 down, 5 more to go. I can't wait till Spm ends weih, I wanna party till all night long babeh (: * stuck out my tongue with my cute tongue stud * I was really stress when the day before Spm, utterly stress up and nearly burn out. I just need to endure a few more weeks and its utterly over, like FOREVER ! :)

Okay, I'm gonna talk about my mummy's birthday dinner held @ One utama's gardens. I would like to wish her a very great birthday dinner that we had today and hope that she really enjoy eating her cake that bought by my hubby @ Secret Recipe. When we bought her the Chocolate Banana cake and was put on her table, her beautiful eyes with a little tears in it, a joyful smile and a great mood. She didn't expect that we really bought the cake cause I told her I didn't buy her anything but when the cake appeared, she's really happy, I can read through her face like a book even though she didn't really show it out but oh well, I am her daughter anyway :)

Zhi yang is the cutest baby boy on earth, truthfully I can tell you that. He's a baby boy that created by God with a big eyes, smoothest baby skin, lovely smile, cutest attitude and charming. He's really cute today, I mean everyday lah. Haha :) He is one of my favourite among the rest, like forever ! :) Once he grow older, I can guarantee that he will be freaking hot and cute, no joke. He will be a perfect guy like Wu Chun, my husband :P He's the cutest baby boy that I ever seen. I love him, obviously. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA <3
Thanks for being there when I needed you.
Thanks for taking care of this for this seventeen years.
Thanks for loving me as your daughter.
Thanks for trusting me, like forever.
Thanks for everything you do that you tried to fulfill my wishes.
Thanks for buying a new computer for us.
And lastly, thank you for the dinner.
I love you, ma :)

oh, i mean,
WE LOVE YOU <3

That's all for tonight.
xoxo.


Zhi yang, my boy (:

Huge eyes (:

with a lovely smile :)

Poser lah you, ah yang ! (;

Picture of the day :)

Moi :)

I like it (:

Xin yi (:

Us with the sexiest smile (:

Hubby ! ;)

Chocolate Banana cake (:

Birthday process (:

The family :)

Lovely group picture <3

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Reynard Wong Wei-Ken <3


My fatty beloved babyboy,

Baby :) I miss you so much till I can't sleep. I know we hang out together just now but doesn't mean that I cannot not miss you right? I just want you to be right by myself everyday. I can't stand a day without you baby. I miss you so badly. I wanna hug you till I fall asleep :( I want you, I need you, I love you baby <3

I don't know why when I stayed over your place I don't feel like that but now I know how it feels, its like I'm attached to you already, indeed. I wanna see you everyday :( Baby, I wanna say that I'm lucky to have you to my another part and I never regret that I've chose this path. I never regret you being my another part, is like NEVER lorh :) Everyday we hang out, we kissed, we hugged, we've laughters, we've tears and so forth, I'll always remember till the day I die.

I never knew that we'll ended up together. The times we had is unforgettable. The moments we had, it will never be erase. You're just my one and only for now. I just can't find any reason that we'll break up. hehe (: I know that we can last, I can see our future ahead. I can see that I can be a good wife, just kidding lah (:

I wanna say that I love you for who you are but not your money. I love you as my boyfriend, I love you as my husband and I love you as my cutest toy. You're freaking cute until I can't describe how cute you are. You always endure my attitude, my temper and more. You always tolerate me in any way just to see me smile. I'm really touched with everything you do, baby. No one who willing to do that for me just to see me smile even though I scolded you, spoke out bad words to you and so forth. You're always the one who endure me, you're just the one for me even thought you're not perfect and no one is perfect. The imperfect one is always the perfect one, remember? I know you're tried your best to be the best boyfriend for me and you already are a good boyfriend for me, baby. But don't forget, you're mine already. No one can ever replace you in my heart (:

I love you baby for eternity <3
I rather be your wife than girlfriend cause I wanna stay with you forever :)
xoxo.